Tuesday Accountability Report

It was a good day, but a bad evening. A very bad evening.

I won’t expound here, but I will say that a bad evening translates into a good workout: when I’m upset (or angry, or stressed), I feel compelled to push myself harder than normal at the gym. I try to make the emotional pain fade by trading it for physical exhaustion.

When your muscles ache and tremble from fatigue, it’s hard to think of anything but a hot bath and a soft bed. Through exercise, my hurt is numbed.

Probably not healthy, but it’s better than my old habit: binging and purging.

With that said, my exercise tonight basically cancelled out the entirety of my day:

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Fortunately for me, I ate my “planned cheat,” the gluten-free chocolate chip cookie I was salivating over in an earlier blog post, before heading to the gym. So, at least that part of my evening went well!

Tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow will be a better day.

Have a good night and bon appetit, my friends!

– Tori

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7 thoughts on “Tuesday Accountability Report

  1. Fattie no more says:

    Wowser…over 3 hrs of training! Well done!! I battle with night time snacking at this stage….trying to dig deep this week and break this cycle.

  2. Fattie no more says:

    PS You really didn’t do terribly with the food…one cookie? No need to feel guilty about that.

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